hey watz up
ive been just chillin around bored. school is finally over and uve been hangin with my friends
20070628
20070501
20070310
hey,
today was kinda weird. i did one of the most unexpected things that i thought that i would ever do... well as a 14 years old person. (it is going to be said) But today i hung out with ashley, conor and newman. Me and ashley went to 3 of our friends basketball games. it was kinda of funny but mean becasue conor told us to go to the wrong place to watch his basketball game. but we watched conors then newmans and then vicki/kaylee's. Me and conor kinda got alittle friendly at the game but it was kinda fun. I don't know about my feelings for conor. i don't don't know if i like him as a friend or more. But after the games we all went to the park and hung out for a while. me and conor went into one of the slides and cuddled cuz it was cold but then we cuddled like alot*** and after about a half hour went to find ashley and newman. we found them near the pond hanging out***. me and conor kind of spied our way over to them. and when we found go to them onor kinda scared them it was funny. After me and conor went over to the deck and cuddled tring to stay warm. Then we kicked newman and ashley off of a bench. alittle after that me and ashley had to go but, i wasn't sure if i wanted to or not. I am so mixed up and i hate it.
today was kinda weird. i did one of the most unexpected things that i thought that i would ever do... well as a 14 years old person. (it is going to be said) But today i hung out with ashley, conor and newman. Me and ashley went to 3 of our friends basketball games. it was kinda of funny but mean becasue conor told us to go to the wrong place to watch his basketball game. but we watched conors then newmans and then vicki/kaylee's. Me and conor kinda got alittle friendly at the game but it was kinda fun. I don't know about my feelings for conor. i don't don't know if i like him as a friend or more. But after the games we all went to the park and hung out for a while. me and conor went into one of the slides and cuddled cuz it was cold but then we cuddled like alot*** and after about a half hour went to find ashley and newman. we found them near the pond hanging out***. me and conor kind of spied our way over to them. and when we found go to them onor kinda scared them it was funny. After me and conor went over to the deck and cuddled tring to stay warm. Then we kicked newman and ashley off of a bench. alittle after that me and ashley had to go but, i wasn't sure if i wanted to or not. I am so mixed up and i hate it.
20070309
i wish
OhxS0 x KisSaBL3 (9:52:01 PM): kk then im ok if i am number 1
OhxS0 x KisSaBL3 (9:52:04 PM): i love u 2
conway141 (9:58:56 PM): i love u more
don't u wish that a guy would say that and mean it???
I know that i freakin do
P.S. i was on ashleys s/n
OhxS0 x KisSaBL3 (9:52:04 PM): i love u 2
conway141 (9:58:56 PM): i love u more
don't u wish that a guy would say that and mean it???
I know that i freakin do
P.S. i was on ashleys s/n
20070308
finally a normal entry i think????
Hey people
it has been another confussing day. This really big butt whole is starting this horrible rumoe about me and this guy and it is so not true. Me and nataliya got into a fight because she keeps leting the same girl that started the rumor get away with crap that is hurtful to her. Also, i guess that i won't have to worry about doritos anymore because of a stupid bet newman and nataliya made. the problem is i don't no if i should be happy or sad. I also finally told her what i think is goin on between us. (end of first blog) Still don't know about any of the other guys i think tha i might call make but idk if i want to. i don't want to be annoying expesially if he dosen't like me. But, i do think that he thinks of me as a friend. i also have another problem that is starting to bug me. MY WEIGHT!! this isn't good. last time this happend i was doing things a shouldn't have been and know i am thinking about starting it and thats not good cuz its dangerous to my body. I just need to start working out and eat less junk and get on a regular meal think instead of eating junk all the time. Ashley came over after school and we are doing this video editing thing to try to win money for our schools video editing equitment and if our clip wins it will look really good for a college.
it has been another confussing day. This really big butt whole is starting this horrible rumoe about me and this guy and it is so not true. Me and nataliya got into a fight because she keeps leting the same girl that started the rumor get away with crap that is hurtful to her. Also, i guess that i won't have to worry about doritos anymore because of a stupid bet newman and nataliya made. the problem is i don't no if i should be happy or sad. I also finally told her what i think is goin on between us. (end of first blog) Still don't know about any of the other guys i think tha i might call make but idk if i want to. i don't want to be annoying expesially if he dosen't like me. But, i do think that he thinks of me as a friend. i also have another problem that is starting to bug me. MY WEIGHT!! this isn't good. last time this happend i was doing things a shouldn't have been and know i am thinking about starting it and thats not good cuz its dangerous to my body. I just need to start working out and eat less junk and get on a regular meal think instead of eating junk all the time. Ashley came over after school and we are doing this video editing thing to try to win money for our schools video editing equitment and if our clip wins it will look really good for a college.
20070307
Confussed on LOVE♥
HELP!!! we all have those times when we can't get that person out of their head. But lately for me it has been alittle harder. i have three different problems; Mike, Newman and Conor. I have known mike for a while and i feel for him about 5 months ago. We went out as a dare(i didn't know) and out of the blue BOOM he gets stuck in my head for 5 months. newman i have know now for 2 months and within that time we became really good friends. But when ever i eat doritos the question "do i like him" always pops into my head and i think that i might be falling for him or that it is because i just feel special and wanted. until i realize that he has this major crush on this other girl who treats him like crap. conor and i have known eachother for almost a month i think and we have become phone buddies we are almost always on the phone talking. We can tell eachother anything and know that it won't get out. we talk about school friends and our family problems but we sometimes act like we like eachother and i don't now if it is going to my head. They all r really sweet and all are funny and have good personallities but idk. for mike idk if i want to like him and for a while i thought that i had him out of my head but he just always pops right back in. the whole newman think is a idk thing 2. like i want to stop eating doritos so i stop getting mixed signals but what teenager dosen't like doritos???? Conor i jsut like get this feeling of being loved when i talk to him cuz unlike a girl i don't have to worry about what i say to him and i like that and i like feeling loved( to bad it is mostly over the phone )
I just want to know whats going on in my head cuz i can't handle the confussion
Help
I just want to know whats going on in my head cuz i can't handle the confussion
Help
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